Long day
09 November 2006Posted by Mother Faerie @ Thursday, November 09, 2006 God, I feel like shit :( I'm really nervous about my appointment tomorrow. I still don't know what to expect. Unfortunately no one can tell that I'm freaking out about it and instead am left alone to deal with my nerves :*(
Instead I get bitched at about the smell of the dogs food. No one said dog food smells pretty. Now everything out of place is going to be the dogs fault. Dirt on the couch is the dog's fault too. I guess when Hana was up there with her sneakers this afternoon, that didn't count as a possibility.
I'm scared about tomorrow. I don't want to have these issues.
The rest of my day was crap too. I was supposed to go to a chapter meeting this morning. I had to miss that because when they were patching my tire at 8 this morning they realized that I needed new break pads because they were worn down to the metal. So instead I spent my time sitting awkwardly in the tire place trying to avoid mindless small talk with the people there. I just didn't feel social at all today.
At least my car now has new breaks and a newly patched tire. I need to get new tires all around though. Blah. A big expense for another day though.
I got home and waited for the girls to get off the bus and picked up pizza to take to mom's. She just moved and I promised to go up and help unpack. We didn't manage to do much besides getting the couch onto the sun porch and then I spent the next two hours trying to get her internet set up on the computer. Seems that she had to go with a different company all around. Big lesson of my day: Avoid ATT/SBC at all costs. There techies don't know jack. I ask simple questions and get answers that just don't apply. It's like they are reading off a computer screen instead of listening to me.
Got home, took the kids for ice cream. I had to suggest something. I just wanted to keep busy really. I was scared I would have mindless things to do all night and cause myself into major insomnia, which I really don't want tonight considering what I have to go through tomorrow! Errrr.
I whittled into the fact that I wanted to go see Annie, the play/musical they were putting on and so it turned into a good idea. I took Makayla and we had fun watching that. The kids were wonderful and they did an excellent job. The kid doing the piano was awesome too. It was agitating me some that during her piano solos while they were changing scenes everyone would start talking and then others were "shhhing" over them and it was just annoying. I just wanted to listen to her play. It was quite rude I think. I need to do more plays/musicals. I really enjoy them.
Now I'm home and feel like shit all over again. I guess I'm going to go watch Grey's anatomy. And I'm sure after that I'll be a bundle of nerves and wont be able to settle down to sleep. Nice. I wish I had something to take, I didn't even think about picking up more sleep aid while I was at walmart earlier. Blah.
:(
At least tomorrow morning I have C and C. They are coming for a half day. They'll definitely keep me busy and hopefully the morning will fly by without me worrying too much. At least babies are good therapy :) Maybe if baby naps in the morning I can get the older one interested in making a cake with me. I might as well set up some interesting projects to do now while I'm thinking more clearly.
Okay, I guess I whined enough tonight.
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